Day 1 - 17th Dec

I didnt sleep the whole night. I was awake hunting snow flakes in the white christmas tree and talking to my buddies till around 3am. I saw someone from college at the Penang airport before i boarded the flight. unfortunately now im stuck in KLIA because of a flight delay... delayed for 3hrs + to 10.40am. This sucks but its ok.. Worth it all for a day of snow.


- Ex | Daro

The end draws near

I remember the days where I used to study Geography and it always states that Malaysia is 100% safe from any natural desasters. I guess this is what happen when you challenge God. Saying its impossible sounds like a nice challenge and * boom * we have a nice tsunami in our face few years back.

So now.. we have a nicer much better 1 which is a tornado around few KM away from my house. Guess there will be alot of nice news to be heard tomorrow.

It was just this morning when I went to college in the sunny weather and had lunch with my cousin in the afternoon. I cant believe the weather could change so rapidly from a nice sunny day to a tornado in just afew hours.

Edwin and I was together playing Dota and we saw the door being pushed open by the strong wind and there it was, a huge tornado coming from the sea. There are alot of videos which showed different angles of the tornado. There was one from Penang Swimming Club and one more from some apartment which i dont know the name.

Life, Death and Time

What happen when you life ur life full of hate, anger and every negative feeling out there, living life with a smile for a mask. When will it end actually? When will it be over? The pain of living a lie is really sometimes too much to bear but who will understand me anyway, who will actually care when everyone is just too busy with their own matters.

On the first page of our story, the future seemed so bright

There are times i really feel like running away. Far far away as far as the ends of the earth, further than the east from west. What use is there when the family i live in actually brings me more negativity if compared to the outside world. I can't even enjoy one meal alone lately, my peace and privacy is totally gone and there's just nothing i can do about it.

then this thing turned out so evil, I don’t know why I’m still surprised

One day if I actually do anything stupid due to all this stress im in, I guess we know who to blame already. There's only few people that can really help can calm me down, losing this few anchors to my sanity i wont be sure what I might do. All I know is that there really is no limit to the evil thoughts and plans I have and I intend to make sure everyone suffer as I had.

even angels have their wicked schemes and I'll take that to new extreams.

Im lost. I need help but there's nothing anyone can do.

Unintended

- credits Tammy Tang

I found this picture on facebook and I decided to check it out for awhile. The song is really nice and if u listen closely enough its really possible to understand the song. Especially when this song can sometimes describe our lives.

The AoC

I love my guild. I cant really online maple that much lately and really the only thing i miss is my guildies. The fun times we have together as a family.

So today i went out wif a fairy and watched ' Life as we know it '. Its a very good show and it really gets us thinking on alot of stuff. I really shows us how unpredictable life can be and how things can really just go out of plan and how in the end sometimes thats not so much a bad thing. How love really is the reason the world goes round. What if everything ends now. I personally gave it alot of thought and i seem to be unable to come to a conclusion.

Guess what.. im in my college computer lab now.. yea.. 2 hours interval so i dont really know what to do at the moment. Just Fyi, my law lecturer seems to be a fking perv.

Could you believe he can act pervy just by using a company seal.. yea perverted madabitch also stared into girl's cleavages.. eewww. LOL! calling random girls ''dear'' and actually his face just looks perverted.

Main reason why im sooo not going for law.... unless im forced to go.. T_T which sux.. LOL

Fridays......

I dont really like fridays.. I used to hate fridays, but recently i kinda have to start to love my fridays as its the last reminding holiday i have. No more Saturday and Sunday breaks.

Yesterday, the day started off wif me going out to gurney wif Natasha and her sis to watch ' The Other Guys '. Unfortunately Abigail had to tag along which kinda spoiled most of the fun and increased the cost of the outing and she didnt get the jokes in the movie as well. Soo too bad..

Then we walked to Midlands and went looking at some stuff before going for lunch. Lunch was great. Kinda like the food there and its kinda reasonably priced. I seriously cant believe time passes so fast and we needa walk back to the center already.

( but we still stopped by at a playground for awhile ;P )

After resting awhile, we went to some GBC whateva ceremony which I was just too dam lazy to pay attention. Owh cmonnn, its a bunch of kids making noise. I rather spend my time playing wif my phone and looking at pictures.

Dinner was great, and long.. Whole family maa.. all the lil kids were sleeping though so it wasnt too noisy and we watched Jurassic Park 3 on the projector before we went off.

Dreams

What do you think of dreams. What does it feel to be living in a dream, or being in a dream. What is real and what is not.

Lately i have been experiencing alot of interesting dreams about the people who are closer to me. Could it be because of the stuff we talk about before i go to bed? or could it be just random thoughts at a subconscious level.

Actually i've been reading books and watching shows about dreams and the sort. Emerald dream, Inception.. LOL!.

Free Domain?

Free Domain? i dont think so, its just one year and its just a waste of my time giving that company free promotion.

To some people it might be worth alot

dude

u think ppl give domains free for life?

think again pls

u get 1 year gd enough

-.-

nt happy dun use lor

ppl gt 1 year happy le

u wan free for life find 1 sponsor tts willing to spon u for life

LOL, i guess i dowan use, causeee yea im not happy bout it and i dont give a fuck =D

What's the use of giving a company almost endless promotion and just receiving rm99 as compensation? Maybe too much economics influenced this decision, maybe not.. but yea, im sticking to this for a long long time still.

- Daro

Buried

Paul Conroy (Ryan Reynolds) is not ready to die. But when he wakes up 6 feet underground with no idea of who put him there or why, life for the truck driver and family man instantly becomes a hellish struggle for survival. Buried with only a cell phone and a lighter, his contact with the outside world and ability to piece together clues that could help him discover his location are maddeningly limited. Poor reception, a rapidly draining battery, and a dwindling oxygen supply become his worst enemies in a tightly confined race against time— fighting panic, despair and delirium, Paul has only 90 minutes to be rescued before his worst nightmare comes true.

I went to GSC today for Buried. Its a good movie, great acting but i didnt really enjoy the movie that much. It got me thinking about alot of things and really we have to appreciate everyone around us. Ryan did a good job acting and really pulled this off perfectly.

It's really all about phobias. Every imaginable fear stuck with you in a box. Fear of the darkness, lonelyness, snakes, dying, suffocating, tight spaces... woahh i actually cant imagine i finish watching that movie.

Still it was a great show and its worth watching. Owh cmon, its just Rm8 for crying out loud.

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Elo!

Dear whoever is reading this, you are beautiful & someone out there is crazy about you. So smile, life is too short to be unhappy.

A day to remember

I still cannot believe how many people fell for this.. ^^

As usual, today is a Friday, and for me its a holiday because i have lectures on Saturdays n Sundays. Haiss.

OK who cares anyway..

So today I woke up quite late ( as usual ) and went out to find Natasha in the kindergarten before bringing her out to Island Plaza for frozen yogurt.

So the place seems kinda decent and the taste is great although the price is kinda hefty for just yogurt.. There's lots of flavors and loads of toppings to choose from but the gummy bears kinda suck. Thank God i just took less thn 5 pieces of those, dam those bears are hard, it aint gummy at all k.

then, we took a bus to Sunrise from Island, normal bus ride but my cousin was soooo uncomfortable sharing a bus with strangers.. hahaha so I guess it wasn't a good experience for her.

So we went to MCD for lunch and went to MPH to look at some books before walking back to the kindergarten. When we arrived, we went online and talked awhile before I went out to LIM KOPI wif Edwin.

Today is a very great day.

- Daro

=D haix~~

There was a presentation today.

Yea, it was good and well prepared but I just cant stand the lecturer. Business Economics nia k, theres alot of ways to explain the point clearly, but a picture is worth a thousand words, i still dont understand why does she keep stressing that we dont need to draw the graph and says that the graph carries no marks. She did that for 2 whole groups and when it was mine turn i kinda got so pissed off i just shouted back at her. =D

Still the presentation was a 8/10 so fuck off narb !! I dont need tutors to pass this subject, i dont even need lecturers to get an A at the end of the semester laaa.. LOL!

Other than that, the day was great and I went out awhile after class.

Just the way you are

So I didn't attend college. Whats the big deal?

O cmon!!!

Today I was in gurney wif my cousin and we went for a walk and we played around in Toys r' Us and messed up some toys.. Something that I dont really do often right.. but i guess we nid something new to spice life up abit.

We had lunch at Secret Recipe and she had some kinda cake which tasted dam delicious and I had ciken gorden bleu.. The chicken thats alright and it was quite worth the price. After that we went out for A&W root beer. I miss root beer .

We watched Charlie St. Cloud around 3.30pm... The show was great and I enjoyed it alot. Touching n sweet. It reminded me of alot of things a friend of mine said before.

U might think this is the end of the post already.. BUT ITS NOTTTT

=D

Later after sending my cousin back, I went for my usual LIM KOPI session wif Edwin and we talked about alot of college stuff and went to Netcity for our usual CnC:ZH and DotA sessions.

6.69 is released and there's alot of new buffs and nerfs for most heroes and after playing 1 round, i kinda realised invoker is now officially overpowered with the new buff. As usual, we won the game wif ease and went home.. =D

-Daro

Trust your heart if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk backwards.

I need rest...

Sometimes I wonder whether is it my fault. Was it neglect or is it that i don't seem to care enough..

College life seems to be going on fine but still I dont feel like going tomorrow.. There's kinda no point in going is there? Im already stressed out enough i guess i deserve a break before i start exploding on my own friends.

Currently my life is growing more n more attached to certain things and no matter what I do, things doesnt seem right. Yea this might sound like some typical emo post but thats how i feel. Is there no one out there to talk to..

PS : I FAILED LAW

The Start of A New Week

How u wish the beginning would look like this..

No matter how much you wish, its kinda impossible. Yea, life sucks but there's nothing we could do about it except just be strong and face it head on.

I'm so gonna hate this week. There will be no proper breaks from now on and there will be classes every single day till i fucking drop and faint ( except Friday ). Even on Sunday, there will be a class. So there goes my maple time.. LOL!

Back in maple, Faye and I managed to get a whole load of chairs ( Red Designer, Bloody Rose, Under the Moon, Musical Note ) last night. We're now planning to get the Olivia chair wif Edwin later in the evening.

A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...

a young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things

were so hard for her She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted

to give up, She was tired of fighting and struggling.. It seemed as one problem

was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed

each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed

carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground

coffee beans . She let them sit and boil; without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out

and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl.

Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her

daughter, she asked, “Tell me what you see.”

“Carrots, eggs, and coffee,” she replied.

Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and

noted that they were soft.. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg

and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg.

Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled

as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, “What does it mean,

mother?”

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity:

boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard,

and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it

softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell

had protected its

liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became

hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the

boiling water, they had changed the water.

“Which are you?” she asked her daughter. “When adversity knocks on your door,

how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?”

Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with

pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?

Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat?

Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial

hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my

shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff

spirit and hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very

circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases

the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their

worst, you get better and change the situation around you.

When the 20hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest do you elevate yourself to another level?

How do you handle adversity?

Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you

strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just

make the most of everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until

you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live

your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you

is crying.

- Daro.

Dedicated to all who is facing hardship. To those who are trying to hold on and to those who need to move on.

A perfect circle

After a month of having no internet access i'm back. Alot of things happened in the past month, things got better, i guess having no computer for a month actually improved certain parts of my life and i kinda got to know my friends more and more.

Just to let u all know, college started. I have classes everyday including Sunday starting next week, so i might not be too free to do much stuff anymore. However, i'll still be here in case anyone needs a person to talk to.

Lets see, i have 5 subjects this semester and i failed one last semester.

Going to retake tat damn exam this semester.. worst part is it cost RM 80 =.=

Im back

Guess most of you known by now that my motherboard kinda failed on me and it took quite awhile to replace it.

So guess im back now and i'll cont blogging soon

Dragon Canyon - Memories of Victoria

Rules:1. Put your iTunes, Winamp, Windows Media Player on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the Next button to get your answer.

3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.

4. Tag 25 friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Do not cheat and have fun!

1. If someone says "are you okay" you say?

You belong to me - Taylor Swift ( lol? )

2. How would you describe yourself?

Witchcraft - Pendulum ( I dono witchcraft lehhh, although i want to )

3. What do you like in a girl?

Decode - Paramore ( I like decoding a girl? LOL!? )

4. How do you feel today?

Running Away ( Maybe not today =D )

5. What is your life's surprise?

All you wanted - Michelle Branch ( Life surprise is all i wanted? wa siok ni )

6. What's your motto?

Jesus take the wheel - Carrie Underwood ( amen )

7. What do your friends think of you?

Shelther - Corrinne May ( awwww.. )

8. What do your parents think of you?

White Flag - Dido ( =.= ok i knw i epic fail no nid giv up on me de )

9. What do you think about very often?

I kissed a girl - Katy Perry ( eh takde laa walaoo eh i nt so hiao )

10. What is 2+2?

Take my hand - Simple Plan ( My hand = 5 .. woops )

11. What do you think about your best friend?

Give my love - Edward Chun ( if it means my female best friend tu betul la )

12. What is your life story?

Here(in your arms) - Hellogoodbye

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?

Breath - Michelle Branch ( oi pasti la wanna breath )

14. What do you think when you see the person you like?

Falling Leaves - Billy Talent ( i tot normally would be falling sakura petals ? -.- )

15. What will you dance to at your wedding?

My heart will go on - Celine Dion ( waa macam titanic nia.. hope wont die)

16. What will they play at your funeral?

Skyway avenue - we the kings

17. What is your hobby/interest?

If my heart was a house - Owlcity ( wat kinda hobby is this? )

18. What is your biggest fear?

Fireflies - Owl city

19. What is your biggest secret?

Waking up in vegas - Katy Perry ( hehehe.. )

20. What do you want right now?

What about now - Chris Daughtry

21. What do you think of your friends?

Broken - Seether

22. What will you post this as?

Dragon Canyon - Memories of Victoria

- credits to Clement (facebook friend), reminded me of someone i know

These few days, i've been quite busy with my own studies as well as helping a good friend with something so i was kinda away from bloggin and stuff. Law test is on this Sunday and im meeting a old friend from KL this saturday. Damn my week is packed. Studies and having fun really die die wont mix de.

I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you

and after all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you

- Daro

Only Heaven Knows

Today i spend most of my day accompanying Faye because recently i was to busy to talk to her and we really needa catch up on recent events. We talked alot and trained our rings to almost 50 already, guess we can reach 50 tomoro. =D

Although my life is still under the FUCKED UP category, but somehow its started to get better.Im expecting a visit from Ann and shes coming all the way from KL to go kai kai wif me =D aww she sooo cute la.

Then there's also our Exams which im gonna do well because its an ALL IN and its really either ALL or nothing. I dont believe in doing things halfheartedly. However im still worried about Law. Law is a bitch, really like moral, requiring us to memorize the whole dam thing. Which is really an EPIC FAIL subject.

There's still this void in my soul.

Daro

Ps : Excel Int. might be disbanded soon so T_T sad eh? but we might be coming up with a better name =D

Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge

Because Anne asked me to and because i found it quite interesting to have this 30 day tag thingy which i think i will do again from time to time to re-evaluate my life.

Day 26- What you think about your friends

I think highly of all my friends. Those I consider friends, I love them all. They are precious to me and there will be no reason that i will forsake them or betray them.

However, I do not have much friends. The people who are really friends with me i think can be counted with my fingers.

Day 25- What I would find in your bag

This should be interesting. =D

• Books.
• Pencil case w/ alot of coloured pens, a knife, letter opener, ruler, eraser, pencils of diff size.
• 2 different notebooks which i record anything that i think about suddenly
• Razer Mamba
• Enough money for myself
• Memories of my past

Colours

Did anyone noticed that my blog is kinda grey recently. It used to be full of colours. If u had, i think my blog is a reflection of my life. There's a reason for the different colours. So recently, my life is quite dull, there are things that i want and i couldn't get and there are things i wish i forgotten which i cant. All i can say is life's a bitch.

Sometimes i wish i died. There is not much reason to go on and there is no light at the end of the tunnel. The only few people who actually give a fuck can be counted with 1 hand, that's how many real friends i think i have.