I'm not sure what im proud of anymore.
Im proud of myself finally waking up from another aimless dream thanks to faye. I wouldn't know what to do without you.
Im proud that I finally tio a warning letter from college because of someone i care about. How nice is that? Kinda nice rite?
Im proud that I fucked up my own life for 3 days but still manage to fix whateva thats fixable.
I'm proud that I have enough strength to move on even though everything is crashing down around me. She was right. My life isn't in a mess, my life isn't in ruins. I have friends, nice grades, a family and etc. I'm just screwing my life over due to depression.
I guess when all is lost. I'm proud that i know a friend which i can trust 100% no matter how fucked up my stuff is .
